Being a mom is an amazing thing. It changes your perspective on life and helps you have a much more self-less focus. I have wanted to be a mom my whole life. Starting a family with a man I love has always been my ultimate goal and it is so fun to actually have it happening right now.
I told everyone that the thing that I was most excited for with having a baby was that he was going to be mine. I never had to give him back to someone else; I could cuddle and kiss him as much as I wanted because he is MY very own baby. Let me tell you, it still makes me so happy each day to hold this little one in my arms and take care of his every need. I don't think I will ever get over that, even in the stressful moments.
McKay and I are both in school and working so we are away from Lewis more than we'd like to be. This just makes every moment we get together that much more special. Tonight as we enjoyed the warm weather and got dinner ready on the BBQ I was reminded how blessed we are. We have no reason to complain or be stressed because all the important things are happening as they should.
Thanks for letting me share my thoughts, now I'm going to sit back and enjoy my time with my sweet baby who is asleep on my lap. Moments like this make everything worth it!
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